Stressed!

Sigh... the process of completing all existing tasks is just so frustratingly stressful. There's just so many gross errors in the previous year's magazine. I am truly depressed...

Seriously, I am just so down-trodden... I feel insanely guilty and depressed of such poor quality work... my work as the main teacher-in-charge of the mag.

Handling it many years ago while I was still a greenhorn proved to be a challenging experience. I had enjoyed it. However, in these recent two years, the magazine has become such a burden than a joy. It is just like an enormous saddle bag that refuses to unload itself.

Seriously, what have become of me? Why do I feel so depressed over the quality of my work? Does my work define me? Does it matter that much?

Sigh... I am just very tired...

I can't see the silver lining, at least in the area of my school work.

How do I prevent future burn-out such as the one I am facing now? How can I say no to tasks? I do not even have a choice... well put by my boss... :(

I would like to leave this school with dignity - without worries gripping my mind and heart. I would like to leave in peace but as it is, there is no peace. Am I leaving at the wrong time? Why do I even feel like this? Am I not letting go correctly?

Dear DD, please help me!!!