First Love

fear creeps in
waves upon waves
drowning me
a burden insurmountable
sending my soul into a frenzy
unable to breathe
my thoughts run wild
my thoughts uncontained
my thoughts uncaptured
pessimistic
fearful of the unknown
fearful of the reality
fearful of what's before me
defeated, before it has even begun

just as unexpectedly
most gently
You melt my heart
reminding me of You
my First love
tears run
freely
as You melt my heart
for You are my First love

'For You alone are my strength and shield'

You are awesome, just wonderful.